Dear Mom

Dear Mom, 

It has only been a few months since you have left us. And I just want to tell you how much we all miss you. We miss your smile, your laugh, your jokes. I even miss you telling me where I missed spots while cleaning. I miss our inside jokes that we had together. Everyone misses you. The grandchildren all miss you. Brother misses you, and most of all, Dad misses you! 

I still fix Dad dinner each night and we visit about his day. I am sure you're glad for that! I know how you loved all his stories. We talk about his day, then mine. Anything new that happened with the kids and then he tells me if he needs anything. Bread, lunch meat, fruit...  Then we talk about you. Some days are easier than others. I know that it is still hard for him. He loves you sooo much! He takes care of the house for you, and your flowers. It's important to him that everything is the same. Just like you left it. 

I miss being able to just give you a call and vent or tell you something funny. So many times I find myself sitting in silence, wishing I was talking to you. It hurts not having you here. But I know that you are in a better place, jumping up and down and praising God and having a wonderful time! 

So much is happening right now, you were supposed to be here for. Ashley is getting married on yours and Dad's anniversary! It will be a quiet private wedding. Out in the yard, by your flowers. The boys are getting ready to leave for college and Garrett is getting so big now. The new baby will be here soon and Brother will then have two sons! 

I wish I was working on the wedding details with you. Or at least getting your advice on what to serve and how much we need of certain items. I know you will be watching, smiling, looking down on all of us with your tender eyes. 

So much to say mom, but most importantly, I love you. You are beautiful and always in my heart! Thank you for being you! 

Love, 
Your Daughter